26th
Meep
I wish this knot in my stomach would go away. It has been there for several days now and I cannot quite understand why. It is some sort of mix of nervousness, anticipation, uncertainty and insecurity, but I feel like there is something more to it than that and I wish I could put my finger on it. I know when it started, but I thought it should be over by now.
Mostly it is manifesting itself in a jittery inability to concentrate on anything for more than 30 seconds at a time…unfortunate when I am supposed to be reading cases and sitting through 85-minute classes.
This newfound ADD is probably not helped by being more wired than I have been in quite some time though. FYI, in case you were wondering, my iPhone alerts me that I have new mail about a minute before my email does. I had thought I had broken the habit of checking my email constantly this summer, when I couldn’t access Darden mail or Gmail at work. Apparently it’s pretty easy to fall back into old habits.
